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Israel… GUT-CP will make you into the technological powerhouse of the 21st century… THE TECHNOLOGICAL SUPERPOWER!

The British have essentially had a complete mental breakdown because of this!
(they couldn’t handle the power of the Sun). 

No offence Israel, but I’m coming to Tel Aviv… to Jerusalem, and I’m going to get Biblical on your arses! 😀

“For the first time in human history, the power of the Sun has been brought down to the surface of planet Earth”
“The most important discovery since fire”

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I have NEVER been so serious of anything in my life… Israel, take all those Quantum Physics books and (don’t burn them) but put them to one side for a moment… take physics back one hundred years and start a fresh… read Randell Mills’ work… read The Grand Unified Theory of Classical Physics… study it in depth, from it’s inception, it’s history, it’s continual evolution… the background to hydrino energy… the implications it has in EVERY of discipline of science (and philosophy).

This discovery is the greatest in recent human history… anyone that grasps it, and understands it, masters it, can propel technology and science forward in ways we can not yet imagine.

EVERYTHING from energy, physics, cosmology, chemistry, genetics, molecular biology, drug development, ‘anti-gravity’, synthetic materials, electronics… there is NOTHING this is not going to effect… aviation, space exploration, mineral extraction, medicine…

I’ve exhausted myself… I don’t know what else to say. Israel… apply your best and brightest to this, whilst everyone else is pursuing ‘Quantum’… you will emerge as the technological powerhouse of the next hundred years… a technological superpower… unrivalled and untouchable.
(sorry to those that disagree but there are military applications, I imagine Israel is already thinking the same!)

It’s the greatest gift you have since… … the Ark of the Covenant! 😀
(you can build yourself a new one! A 21st century Ark of the Covenant!)

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http://www.brettholverstott.com/

https://brilliantlightpower.com/

http://philosophystorm.org/koroeda

https://www.infinite-energy.com/iemagazine/issue130/WallIE130.pdf

https://www.infinite-energy.com/iemagazine/issue131/WallIE131Part2.pdf

http://www.infinite-energy.com/iemagazine/issue142/WallIE142.pdf

http://www.blacklightpower.com/wp-content/uploads/pdf/Natutech.nl_Article.pdf

https://vimeo.com/user26477140/videos

http://webcast.massey.ac.nz/Mediasite/Play/8ef7e03e26fc458b8eb7f351738f26811d

https://www.millsian.com/

https://fcnp.com/2018/08/17/great-energy-transition-fires-floods-fossil-fuels-new-energy/

https://www.villagevoice.com/tag/randell-mills/

https://www.infinite-energy.com/images/pdfs/RosenblumIE17.pdf

http://www.cheniere.org/misc/mills.htm

https://cen.acs.org/articles/94/i44/Cold-fusion-died-25-years.html

https://cognitivecarbonspot.wordpress.com/

http://pubs.acs.org/subscribe/archive/ci/31/i10/html/10vp.html

https://www.researchgate.net/topic/hydrino

https://fcnp.com/2018/12/20/great-transition-progress-new-sources-energy/

Other inventions/patents from Dr Randell Mills ranging from genetic sequencing to selective drug delivery to Resonant magnetic susceptibility imagine (ReMSI)… the guys a genius!…
https://www.google.com/search?q=randell+mills

Climate Change, energy, Environment, Global Warming, technology

Energy Transitions 2019 – New Actors, New Technologies, New Business Models -March 18, Chatham House, London (THE CHATHAM HOUSE RULE!), The Rothschild Foundation.

“When a meeting, or part thereof, is held under the Chatham House Rule, participants are free to use the information received, but neither the identity nor the affiliation of the speaker(s), nor that of any other participant, may be revealed.”

£1302.00 … for a one day conference! No wonder these people rule the world!

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Energy Transitions 2019

Leadership in a climate of disruptive change
18 March 2019 – 9:30am 5:30pm
Chatham House, London

Conference
Energy Transitions 2019
New Actors, New Technologies, New Business Models
18 March 2019 – 9:30am to 5:30pm
Chatham House, London

Overview

A global shift in the energy sector is under way with the rise of renewable energy sources spearheaded by their dominance of investment in the power sector. This is leading to disruptive change as the greater deployment of renewables and many associated technologies, such as storage, are challenging existing business models and threatening the market dominance of the existing actors. At the same time investment in fossil fuels has stabilized, as a slowdown of the financing of coal has been balanced by modest increases in spending in upstream oil and gas.

New global trends, electrification of new sectors such as transport and heating, along with the provision of modern energy services to over a billion people lacking access could further disrupt the energy sector, and the future impacts of these transitions on global energy security and sustainable transitions globally remain unclear.

Therefore, now, more than ever, it is critical that policy-makers and business leaders re-evaluate current and future strategies for delivering the domestic and international energy transition. The fourth annual Chatham House Energy Transitions conference will examine the new drivers of change, focusing on how different economies and industries can make the shift to a low-carbon energy future. Key questions to be explored include:

  • What will incentivize an acceleration in decarbonization and drive low-carbon innovation?
  • How can new technologies be deployed to transform grid interaction and enhance connectivity?
  • What are the implications of the changing policy environment for low-carbon investment?
  • How do disruptive shifts in the energy sector affect the prospects for enhancing access to clean, safe and sustainable energy in developing countries?

The Chatham House Rule
To enable as open a debate as possible, this conference will be held under the Chatham House Rule.

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“Have I applied?… maybe!” 😀

The Waddesdon Club: Mainstreaming Climate in Finance and Economic Decision-making

Achieving the Paris Agreement’s goal of limiting temperature increases to ‘well below’ 2°C requires environmental leadership to rapidly emerge within the world’s centres of economic policymaking: treasuries, finance ministries and ministries of economy and business.
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Plenary Session at the Waddesdon Club 2018 annual meeting

The urgency of climate change dictates that the next generation of leaders must deliver the economic transformation needed; these individuals need to understand how climate and environment challenges will affect their time in power and define their legacies.
Our Work

The Waddesdon Club is Chatham House’s response – through engaging future leaders, it seeks to equip them with the necessary tools, concepts, language, and capacities for influence needed to advance a mainstream economic agenda for climate change and sustainable development. Core to this approach is an annual retreat at Waddesdon Manor, offering a unique opportunity for participants to deepen their knowledge; widen their peer network, including meeting leading international experts; and share their respective perceptions, experiences and ideas on climate change issues.~

Previous Waddesdon Club Retreats

The inaugural Waddesdon Club retreat was held in October 2016 with a broad focus on the importance of low-carbon industrial strategies in mobilizing capital for low-carbon investment, driving down technology costs, fostering innovation and phasing out high-emitting activities.

The second Waddesdon Club retreat took place in early 2018, with a discussion on the practical policy challenges of managing the green economy transition. Expert speakers highlighted the role of international institutions in shaping norms, policies and financial flows. Participants addressed the need for a vision that brings together poverty alleviation, tackling inequality and addressing climate change for a just transition amidst rapid decarbonisation.

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Chatham House ‘Waddeson Club’ at Windmill Hill

Achieving the Paris Agreement’s goal of limiting temperature increases requires strong environmental leadership within economic policymaking. In October 2016, Chatham House used the unique setting of Windmill Hill to convene future leaders in finance and economy ministries from across the globe. The self styled ‘Waddesdon Club’ aimed to enhance understanding of climate and environmental challenges and ensure consideration within policy making at the highest level.
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Organised by the Energy, Environment and Resources department and the International Economic departments at Chatham House the ‘retreat’ was attended by leading economic policymakers and experts from the fields of climate science, energy and finance. Utilising the inspiration of Windmill Hill, itself a celebration of the conservation and environmental work pursued by the Rothschild Foundation, attendees shared knowledge on the current political and economic context and explored the intersections of environmental and economic policymaking. With the long term aim of supporting economies to respond more effectively to global change, the event identified recommendations for future discussion.

In order to enhance attendees’ experience and support effective communication, a dedicated mobile app was developed for the event. Co-created by Chatham House and digital tool provider, Lumi, the app allowed real-time updates and feedback as well as being an on-going resource which supports the implementation of ideas discussed at the event.
Chatham House plan to continue the momentum built through the first Waddesdon Club with future events at Windmill Hill.

Philosophy, physics, quantum physics

The Quantum Physics Fairy Tale (Tales from Immanuel Kant)

“Quantum Physics is a fairy tale! Like a pretty, perfect looking magical castle in the distance… but when you finally get up close and inside… it’s a dark deceptive trap that you can never escape from!… … And it’s about to collapse!”

From David Harriman’s course “The Philosophic Corruption of Physics,”…

Below is a series of lectures, David Harriman’s series, “The Philosophic Corruption of Physics/Reality.” Herein, he walks us through the history of physics and how the Kantian philosophy subverted the science.

“I love the way this guy pronounces ‘Kant’… it’s like the posh English way of pronouncing…
“Okey dokey Danny Boy!”
“Quite fitting though really!” 😀

astro-physics, cosmology, GUT-CP, hydrino, particle physics

GAMBIT, Prometheus… (confirming GUT-CP using supercomputers?… unlocking the secrets of the Universe?)

“Anyone that knows me personally, knows I am literally like a little boy when it comes to this one! … X-Men comics! Anyone? No? GUESS WHO MY FAVOURITE X-MAN WAS!” 😀
“And still is?”
“GAMBIT! Well… I’m more inclined towards Magnetos Brotherhood these days”

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In the 21st century, physicists, mathematicians and theoreticians have turned to supercomputers in their quest for the ‘Unified Theory’ of physics. Supercomputers have been used in every field from cosmology, Astro-physics, particle physics, to the search for the elusive ‘dark matter’ (which Mills has identified as ‘hydrino’). Thus far each effort (as far as I’m aware) has been based on the ‘Standard Model’ of physics, and as of yet produced no concrete results, new theories or confirmation of existing ones (I.e. Standard Model).

Supercomputer Confirms Standard Model Theory Of The Universe, Mystery Deepens (eh?)

Why not use a supercomputer to test Mills’ GUT-CP model of atomic structure, and of the Universe? Mills has almost single handily built an entirely new model of physics, of the atom and electron… and has thus far proven to be far more accurate than the Standard Model and Quantum Mechanics.
Millsian software (as discussed previously) is a perfect example of the accuracy of his model in regards to molecular structure and calculating bond energy transfers. GUT-CP has predicted everything from the accelerated expansion of the Universe to recently confirmed ‘gravitational’ waves.

One such effort in the search for ‘dark matter’, ‘new physics’ and the fundamentals of particle physics & cosmology is the GAMBIT Collaboration project. GAMBIT is The Global And Modular BSM Inference Tool, and is made up of a collection of researchers from scientific intuitions worldwide, using the supercomputer Prometheus (amongst others) in the search for dark matter and a unified theory.
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GAMBIT narrows the hiding places for ‘new physics’
The Henryk Niewodniczanski Institute of Nuclear Physics Polish Academy of Sciences
“Is it possible for today’s apparatus to detect the elementary particles of ‘new physics’ that are capable of explaining such mysteries as the nature of dark matter or the lack of symmetry between matter and antimatter? To answer this question, scientists from the international GAMBIT (Global and Modular Beyond-the-Standard-Model Inference Tool) Collaboration have developed a set of software tools that comprehensively analyse data collected during the most sophisticated contemporary experiments and measurements.”
“Although almost a century has passed since Zwicky’s discovery, it has not been possible to investigate the composition of dark matter to this day, nor even to unambiguously confirm its existence. Over this time, theoreticians have constructed many extensions of the Standard Model containing particles that are to a greater or lesser extent exotic.”

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The following article from Physics World explains GAMBIT, the history of the ‘discovery’ of ‘dark matter’ and the subsequent search for it’s identity’.
When supercomputers go over to the dark side
“Despite oodles of data and plenty of theories, we still don’t know what dark matter is. Martin White and Pat Scott describe how a new software tool called GAMBIT – run on supercomputers such as Prometheus – will test how novel theories stack up when confronted with real data”
“Unexpected scientific paradigm shifts, where reality turns out not to be as we believed, can be just as exciting and perplexing. One such dramatic change in perspective has been the dawning realization over the last few decades that “ordinary” matter accounts for just a fifth of the matter in the universe, with the rest made of a mysterious “dark” matter. Physicists love unsolved problems, and they don’t come much bigger than working out the nature of this dark stuff.
If a blockbuster movie is ever made about the discovery of dark matter, the next decade may well be the climax. New data from experiments such as CERN’s Large Hadron Collider (LHC) are telling us more about what dark matter can and cannot be, while the recent discovery of gravitational waves reminds us that even century-old theories (general relativity in this case) can be spectacularly confirmed in the blink of an eye”

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The Cracow supercomputer Prometheus

GAMBIT project suggests theoretical particles are too massive for LHC detection
“The idea of the GAMBIT Collaboration is to create tools for analyzing data from as many experiments as possible, from different areas of physics, and to compare them very closely with the predictions of new theories. Looking comprehensively, it is possible to narrow the search areas of new physics much faster, and over time also eliminate those models whose predictions have not been confirmed in measurements,” explains Dr. Marcin Chrzaszcz
Verification of the new physics proposals takes place in the GAMBIT Collaboration as follows: Scientists choose a theoretical model and build it into the software. The program then scans the values of the main model parameters. For each set of parameters, predictions are calculated and compared to the data from the experiments.
“In practice, nothing is trivial here. There are models where we have as many as 128 free parameters. Imagine scanning in a space of 128 dimensions—it’s something that kills every computer. Therefore, at the beginning, we limited ourselves to three versions of simpler supersymmetric models, known under the abbreviations CMSSM, NUHM1 and NUHM2. They have five, six and seven free parameters, respectively. But things nonetheless get complicated, because, for example, we only know some of the other parameters of the Standard Model with a certain accuracy. Therefore, they have to be treated like free parameters too, only changing to a lesser extent than the new physics parameters,” says Dr. Chrzaszcz.

The GAMBIT Project website gives the following explanation –
“Welcome to the GAMBIT homepage. GAMBIT is a global fitting code for generic Beyond the Standard Model theories, designed to allow fast and easy definition of new models, observables, likelihoods, scanners and backend physics codes.”
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Thus far, ALL previous efforts with GAMBIT and Prometheus have led to dead ends (like all of modern QM physics), but it is worth noting that all previous efforts using Prometheus have been built upon or have expanded upon THE STANDARD MODEL!

What if this code, or at least these supercomputers where used for Mills’ GUT-CP and hydrino model? Entering a theory based upon Classical Laws? Expanding upon Newton, Maxwell equations… essentially used to enter ALL of Mills 30 year research, theories, predictions and equations… tested against known observables in the Universe?

I believe the results of doing so would be extraordinary accurate  compared to all previous attempts, and would be the beginning of creating a computer model/simulation of the Universe to such a degree of accuracy never before witnessed in mathematics, particle physics, Astro-physics and cosmology… essentially the beginning of creating a computer simulation of the history of the Universe, past, previous ;o, present and future… A COMPUTER SIMUALTION OF THE HISTORY OF THE UNIVERSE!
(as well as confirming hydrino as dark matter, the expansion/contraction of the Universe, gravitational waves and causes etc.)

Surely if all these Quantum Physicists, Astro-physicists and cosmologists are saying Mills is fundamentally wrong… take a risk and run it on a supercomputer such as Prometheus (fitting name considering!)… take a GAMBIT!

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Gambit… ‘the ability to convert the potential energy stored in an inanimate object into pure light kinetic energy, thus “charging” that item with highly explosive results.’ 😀

“The intro to the awsomest cartoon ever! I’m going to walk down the aisle to this theme!”

Environment, Global Warming, hydrino, Planet Earth, Terraforming

‘Terraforming Planet Earth’ – Brilliant Light Power and ‘hydrino’ energy (California, Sahara, Africa, Oceans)

“The application of unlimited, unbounded energy are only constrained by human imagination, ingenuity and ambition” – Dr Randell Mills

Brilliant Light Power Terraforming Application Video
(The music! 😀 … No dolphins? 😦 )

“We need to start terraforming the planet in a positive and beneficial way for the sake of the survival of our species and all life on Earth… because at the moment we’re terraforming Earth like General Zod!…
Take California for example, severe drought and water shortages, catastrophic wild fires… … although when those fires reached Rupert Murdoch’s home, I was privately thinking ‘swings and roundabouts!’… … but we could create a global paradise of abundance if we utilised this technology correctly”

As the human population sets to exceed 10 billion by 2030, the constraints put on the planets eco-system and resources are becoming ever more apparent. 2018 has witnessed a number of clear signs of catastrophic global warming and climate change including continued drought and wildfires in California, severe heatwaves and wildfires in Greece and Europe, continued melting of the Arctic/Antarctic ice sheets, increased intensity in hurricanes and tropical storms, and the slowing of the Atlantic Gulf Stream. It is clear that humans are having a profound and consequential effect on the planets environment and eco-systems, in what scientists are calling the ‘Anthropocene Epoch’. Current research shows that at current living trends, humankind requires between 1.7 to 4 planets Earths to sustain our population demand. (dependant upon whether we choose to live like the average American citizen! :D)
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Hydrino energy is high density, cheap, non- polluting, safe, and deployable anywhere in the world…

Obviously Brilliant Light Power and hydrino energy has the potential to eradicate the burning of ALL fossil fuels globally, thereby cutting global carbon emissions to ZERO!
Hydrino technology can also replace ‘renewable’ energy sources such as solar and wind farms, which would potentially take up millions of square miles of the Earths landmass to host. There is no radioactive or chemical waste, or any pollution of any kind.

But also Dr Mills and Brilliant Light Power envision a world where the use of ‘hydrino’ technologies will be used to transform the planets most inhospitable wastelands and arid regions into ‘lush, liveable, crop-producing expanses’ whilst ‘also preventing drought in already cultivated areas such as California.’

A recent article unveiled plans by scientists to transform areas of the Sahara into a lush rainfall region with abundant greenery.  Although the plan utilises a combination of wind turbines and solar panels, it highlights the possible ways in which future clean technologies will be used to positively alter and transform the Earths landscape.
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Scientists Have Announced an Incredible Plan to Make It Rain in The Sahara Desert
“Given everything we know about what fossil fuels are doing to the planet, the research offers a little glimpse of how alternative energy technologies could reveal surprising environmental advantages we’re not yet aware of.”
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I believe much more research should be conducted and careful consideration taken into the idea of transforming certain regions of the Earth, using hydrino power only. As pointed out in following article, transforming such areas as the Sahara may have unintended consequences for other regions such as the Amazon rainforest, and Atlantic ocean marine life…
8 Craziest Mega-Engineering Projects That Could Rework Earth
“For one, sand from the Sahara is carried into the air, across the Atlantic, and deposited in South America. The rich dust that falls from the sky, and the rain storms caused by that dust picking up moisture during it’s transoceanic journey both fertilize the Amazon rain forest. No desert, no dust. No dust, no rain forest. During that journey, the dust also feeds a variety of sea life.”

Brett Holverstott mentions in his talk, in regards to how hydrino energy has the potential to help alleviate, if not eradicate :-
Climate change
Ice cap melting
Ocean acidification
The dying of marine life
Being deployable in the third world
The cutting down of the Amazon rainforest
Global city smog
Construction of river dams
… amongst numerous other potential environmental benefits.

Quite simply, this technology has the potential to avoid the almost inevitable human catastrophe that is lurking around histories corner. I.e. Earths sixth biggest mass extinction event (including potentially our own).

I also believe our new understanding of atomic structure and molecular physics (Millsian), could pave the way for new cleaner technologies and sustainable materials in industries other than energy. These may include :-
– Plastics and materials
– Food and crop growth
– Fertilisers and agriculture
– Mining and mineral extraction
– Methods for cleaning up past environmental damage (plastics, carbon emissions, nuclear and toxic waste), essentially reversing the damage already caused by the Industrial Revolution.

“The application of unlimited, unbounded energy are only constrained by human imagination, ingenuity and ambition” – Dr Randell Mills

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Einstein… clever guy… didn’t like Quantum Mechanics! 😀

“Before we venture out into the stars, looking to terraform other planets… maybe we should take a look back at our own and try and reverse the damage we’ve done here” – Danny Hurley

Robert Senftleben: Terraforming Planet Earth
Large parts of the surface of our planet have been devastated by human activity. Terraforming on a human scale is needed to bring these landscapes back to life. The knowledge and technology is there, and you can learn how to use it and participate.

EXCELLENT TED TALK!
How to green the world’s deserts and reverse climate change | Allan Savory
“Desertification is a fancy word for land that is turning to desert,” begins Allan Savory in this quietly powerful talk. And terrifyingly, it’s happening to about two-thirds of the world’s grasslands, accelerating climate change and causing traditional grazing societies to descend into social chaos. Savory has devoted his life to stopping it. He now believes — and his work so far shows — that a surprising factor can protect grasslands and even reclaim degraded land that was once desert.

Update (13/09/2-18) ;D
Gaia 2.0  (Timothy M. Lenton, Bruno Latour – University of Exeter)
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Famous theory of the living Earth upgraded to ‘Gaia 2.0’Famous theory of the living Earth upgraded to ‘Gaia 2.0’

September 13, 2018, University of Exeter

“A time-honoured theory into why conditions on Earth have remained stable enough for life to evolve over billions of years has been given a new, innovative twist.

For around half a century, the ‘Gaia’ hypothesis has provided a unique way of understanding how life has persisted on Earth.
It champions the idea that living organisms and their inorganic surroundings evolved together as a single, self-regulating system that has kept the planet habitable for life—despite threats such as a brightening Sun, volcanoes and meteorite strikes.
However, Professor Tim Lenton from the University of Exeter and famed French sociologist of science Professor Bruno Latour are now arguing that humans have the potential to ‘upgrade’ this planetary operating system to create “Gaia 2.0”.
They believe that the evolution of both humans and their technology could add a new level of “self-awareness” to Earth’s self-regulation, which is at the heart of the original Gaia theory.
As humans become more aware of the global consequences of their actions, including climate change, a new kind of deliberate self-regulation becomes possible where we limit our impacts on the planet.
Professors Lenton and Latour suggest that this “conscience choice” to self-regulate introduces a “fundamental new state of Gaia—which could help us achieve greater global sustainability in the future.
However, such self-aware self-regulation relies on our ability to continually monitor and model the state of the planet and our effects upon it.
Professor Lenton, Director of Exeter’s new Global Systems Institute, said: “If we are to create a better world for the growing human population this century then we need to regulate our impacts on our life support-system, and deliberately create a more circular economy that relies—like the biosphere—on the recycling of materials powered by sustainable energy.”
The original Gaia Theory was developed in the late 1960’s by James Lovelock, a British scientist and inventor. It suggested that both the organic and inorganic components of Earth evolved together as one single, self-regulating system which can control global temperature and atmospheric composition to maintain its own habitability.
The new perspective article is published in leading journal Science on September 14, 2018.
It follows recent research, led by Professor Lenton, which offered a fresh solution to how the Gaia hypothesis works in real terms: Stability comes from “sequential selection” in which situations where life destabilises the environment tend to be short-lived and result in further change until a stable situation emerges, which then tends to persist.
Once this happens, the system has more time to acquire further properties that help to stabilise and maintain it—a process known as “selection by survival alone”.
Creating transformative solutions to the global changes that humans are now causing is a key focus of the University of Exeter’s new Global Systems Institute.”

Gaia Hypothesis: Humans Have Fundamentally Altered Earth’s Self-Regulation System

cosmology, GUT-CP

Possible confirmation of Mills’ ‘Oscillating Universe’ and GUT-CP model? (remnants of a prior Universe)

“I actually emailed Roger Penrose with this last year.”
“Did you get a response?”
“No… but then he is ‘Sir’ Roger Penrose, and what we know of the Queens Knighthood list, is it reads like a God damn sex offen..
“Drop it Danny Boy!”

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Recent observations made by both the Planck observatory and the BICEP2 South Pole telescope, indicate possible remnants of a previous Universe. This possible indication has been interpreted by a number of physicists in different ways, but Roger Penrose of Oxford University believes what is being seen in the Cosmic Microwave Background (CMB) data, are radioactive swirls dubbed ‘Hawking Holes’, thus being proof of a previous Universe existing prior to this present one, in what he and his colleagues call the “conformal cyclic cosmology” (CCC).
(It is worth noting these conclusions are drawn mainly from the data from the Planck observatory, and raw data from the BICEP2 is still to be released)

Radioactive swirls in the cosmos may rewrite the origin story of the universe
“The idea is called “conformal cyclic cosmology” (CCC), and what it asserts is that, rather than starting from a big bang, the universe continually expands and contracts, each time leaving behind tiny bits of electromagnetic radiation that remain as the process occurs over and over. The late Stephen Hawking predicted tiny dots of radiation, which others call ‘Hawking points’, left over from this cycle.”

These Swirls of Light Could Be Signs of a Previous Universe Existing Before Ours
“Penrose’s CCC model was developed as an answer to a curious imbalance between measurements of our early Universe’s temperature and the state of order we might expect.
According to him, this imbalance could be accounted for by the death of a pre-existing universe that was there before the Big Bang. Oscillating universes come in a few different forms, depending on your choice of model. Some suggest the Universe is destined to fall back in itself one day.”
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This observation, and it’s interpretation caught my attention, because according to Mills’ GUT-CP, we live in an ‘Oscillating Universe’, eternally expanding and contracting over a period of a trillion years or so (give or take). According to Mills, the Universe is in a continual state of expansion from 9 billion light years to 312 billion light years, and then contraction phase back (every 450 billion years). This process happens because, during expansion phase (or ‘annihilation’), matter is converted directly into energy (through various ‘hydrino’ chemical and nuclear processes throughout the Universe, including our own Sun), which causes spacetime to expand everywhere throughout the Universe.

NOTE – Dr Randell Mills successfully predicted the acceleration of the expanding Universe in his model prior to it’s discovery. He was also the first to successfully predict gravitational waves in to his model.

After the Universe has expanded to it’s peak radius (312 billion light years), and the engines of the expansion phase have ‘run out’ so to speak (stars, supernovas, neutron stars etc.), and most of the Universes matter has been converted into energy… the Universe will then begin it’s contraction phase and the process is reversed. Radiation will create particles, which in turn create atoms, converting ‘dark energy’ into matter, thus contracting spacetime everywhere throughout the Universe.

“The conversion of matter into energy causes spacetime, and thus the universe, to expand, since light has inertial but no gravitational mass. The acceleration of the expansion of the presently observed universe was predicted by Mills in 1995 and has since been confirmed experimentally. Mills predicts that the universe expands and contracts over thousand-billion year cycles.” – Brilliant Light Power

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Brett Holverstott ‘Randell Mills and the Search for Hydrino Energy’ Pg 283… Pg. 288 “Mills’s universe did not start with a bang. It may have structures that predate the beginning of the expansion by many billions of years.”

It is important to note that The Big Bang Theory is just that… a theory, and no direct evidence for it has ever been put forward. The idea was based upon the fact that the Universe was expanding (prior to knowledge of it’s acceleration, which should in turn discount the theory). Many physicists and cosmologists throughout the 20th century questioned the theory, and by early 21st century a vast array of evidence has slowly accumulated to discount it.

– Reiss 1998. Hubble date showed that the Universe was NOT decelerating as predicted by the Big Bang Theory, but actually accelerating. Unknown to most in science, Mills had successfully predicted this two years prior in GUT-CP model. (this is when the idea of ‘dark’ matter’ came to the forefront of physics in order to account for this surprising observation).

– Space Circles Are Proof of a Pre-Big Bang Universe? (2010) Recycled-universe theory “works on paper,” but details missing, critics say.cmb– 3 Theories That Might Blow Up the Big Bang (Steinhardt and Turok)
“Steinhardt and Turok—working closely with a few like-minded colleagues—have now developed these insights into a thorough alternative to the prevailing, Genesis-like view of cosmology. According to the Big Bang theory, the whole universe emerged during a single moment some 13.7 billion years ago. In the competing theory, our universe generates and regenerates itself in an endless cycle of creation. The latest version of the cyclic model even matches key pieces of observational evidence supporting the older view.”
“We weren’t looking for cycles,” Steinhardt says, “but the model naturally produces them.” After a collision, energy gives rise to matter in the brane worlds. The matter then evolves into the kind of universe we know: galaxies, stars, planets, the works. Space within the branes expands, and at first the distance between the branes (in the bulk) grows too. When the brane worlds expand so much that their space is nearly empty, however, attractive forces between the branes draw the world-sheets together again. A new collision occurs, and a new cycle of creation begins. In this model, each round of existence—each cycle from one collision to the next—stretches about a trillion years. By that reckoning, our universe is still in its infancy, being only 0.1 percent of the way through the current cycle.
The cyclic universe directly solves the problem of before. With an infinity of Big Bangs, time stretches into forever in both directions. “The Big Bang was not the beginning of space and time,” Steinhardt says. “There was a before, and before matters because it leaves an imprint on what happens in the next cycle.”

– As these Forbes articles explain, it is now accepted amongst theoreticians that a singularity within the Big Bang Model is an impossibility within mathematics and the laws of physics.
There Was No Big Bang Singularity
The Big Bang Wasn’t The Beginning, After All

– As Holverstott states in ‘Randell Mills and the search for Hydrino energy’, numerous ‘ancient’ structures are being discovered throughout the Cosmos that seem to predate the accepted 13.6 billion years ‘beginning’.
~Including a ‘quasar that is 13 billion light years away, yet powered by a black hole about 2 billion times the mass of the Sun’ (Mortlock 2011).
~A star smaller than our own Sun, which has almost no trace of elements heavier than hydrogen or helium, with a ratio of helium lower than that theoretically created in the big bang. Dubbed ‘The Star That Should Not Exist’ (which is so sweet! :D)

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“Hi! I’m SDSS J102915+172927, in the constellation Leo (The Lion), I’m older than 13 billion years and everyone says I shouldn’t have come into existence in the first place… WELL FUCK YOU!… … What do want? A picture?” 😀

– More recently a gargantuan black hole found in 2013, again throws doubt upon the notion of nothing in our ‘known’ Universe existing prior. I believe many more objects and structures will be found in the coming years and decades that will support Mils’ GUT-CP and his ‘Oscillating Universe’ Model.blackholequasar.png
– Young black hole had monstrous growth spurt
Super-massive object found in early Universe tests theories of cosmic evolution.
“A black hole that grew to gargantuan size in the Universe’s first billion years is by far the largest yet spotted from such an early date, researchers have announced. The object, discovered by astronomers in 2013, is 12 billion times as massive as the Sun, and six times greater than its largest-known contemporaries. Its existence poses a challenge for theories of the evolution of black holes, stars and galaxies, astronomers say.”

Mills model of an Oscillating Universe is NOT to be confused with other models such as the Big Bounce or CCC, which are still based in Quantum Models such as string or M theory… this is a truly original, more eloquent and simpler model, that has been arrived at through a classical understanding of atomic structure and gravitational forces (i.e hydrino model).
For further details see…
Summary Of Randell Mills’s Unified Theory (Holverstott)

and of course Randell Mills’ explanation itself in ‘The Grand Unified Theory Of Classical Physics, Volume III – Collective Phenomena, High Energy Physics, & Cosmology’
(Ch. 32.7 to 32.9.5 Cosmology, The Expanding Universe and Microwave , The Period of Background, The Period Of Oscillation etc.)
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Of course I'm watching Netflixes Messiah… … Michelle Monaghan

Well… I had no idea what it was about. Someone told me a few months ago…

“Michelle Monaghan plays a CIA agent”

That’s as much information that I need! 😊 (I would post a clip of some of her finest acting skills from True Detective, but YouTube doesn’t seem to have the scene I have in mind… I’ll search elsewhere later on 😁)

But yeah ‘Messiah’ 🙄 Well… I’m two episodes in and hooked. Pretty controversial stuff.

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Controversy Rises Over New Netflix Thriller Series “Messiah”

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on 12/31/2019

In Netflix’s new show Messiah, we see a prophet who defies a resurgent Islamic State in Syria. A shooting on Jerusalem’s sacred Temple Mount. And, of course, the coming of you know who.

By: Franklin DeMosky

Put a show about the messiah on around the holidays season —- and say a bunch of controversial things about him —- and sure enough, you’ve got controversy.

In Netflix’s new show Messiah, we see a prophet who defies a resurgent Islamic State in Syria. A shooting on Jerusalem’s sacred Temple Mount. And, of course, the coming of you know who.

Launching on January 1, Messiah “imagines how modern society would react if such a figure appeared, spreading his message rapidly via social media in a world grappling with “fake news” and breathless 24-hour bulletins,” according to yahoo.com. “The question of whether the character — played by Belgian actor Mehdi Dehbi — is the genuine Messiah, a nefarious political agent or simply a trickster is at the heart of the show’s premise.”

“Yes it’s provocative — the show is provocative,” said its creator, Michael Petroni, to AFP. “But provocative isn’t offensive. It was such an audacious concept, you know?” he said. “You read the pilot, this guy is going to march 2,000 Palestinian Syrians across the border of Israel.”

Here’s how Netflix describes the show on its web site: “When CIA officer Eva Geller (Michelle Monaghan) uncovers information about a man (Mehdi Dehbi) gaining international attention through acts of public disruption, she begins an investigation into his origins. As he continues to cultivate followers who allege he’s performing miracles, the global media become increasingly beguiled by this charismatic figure.

Geller must race to unravel the mystery of whether he really is a divine entity or a deceptive con artist capable of dismantling the world’s geopolitical order. As the story unfolds, multiple perspectives are interwoven including that of an Israeli intelligence officer (Tomer Sisley), a Texas preacher (John Ortiz) and his daughter (Stefania LaVie Owen), a Palestinian refugee (Sayyid El Alami) and the journalist (Jane Adams) who covers the story. The series also stars Melinda Page Hamilton, Wil Traval, Fares Landoulsi, Dermot Mulroney and Beau Bridges.

“Created by Michael Petroni (The Book Thief), directed by James McTeigue (V for Vendetta) and Kate Woods (Rectify), and executive produced by Petroni, McTeigue, Andrew Deane (The Double), Mark Burnett and Roma Downey (The Bible Series, Ben Hur), the Netflix original series MESSIAH is a provocative and suspenseful thriller that explores the power of influence and belief in the social media age.

The cast includes Michelle Monaghan as Eva Geller, Mehdi Dehbi as al-Masih, Tomer Sisley as Aviram, John Ortiz as Felix Iguero and Melinda Page Hamilton as Anna Iguero.

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Want to deter attacks on Jews? Go grassroots!

Last night at my Krav Maga class, I was showing a woman my tactical self defence pen… And she asked if that is the only tactical self defence weapon I carry… I was like… “Even my umbrella!” 😃

You’re Americans… Get a gun… Get two guns… Get an armoury if you so wish.

(God! I’d do anything to be able to carry a gun for self defence… unfortunately I’m British… hence the Mary Poppins tactical umbrella ☂️)

MainOpEdsWant to deter attacks on Jews? Go grassroots!

Want to deter attacks on Jews? Go grassroots!

Haredi Jews need to embrace an ethos of self-protection, community protection, carrying whatever is legal for them to carry and making the authorities know that they will be actively present on the streets.

16/01/20 15:32 | Douglas Altabef
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Watching photos of the recent 25,000-attendee anti-Semitism rally in Manhattan, my heart sank. There were the oh so resolute political and establishment Jewish leaders looking serious, really serious, and intent on stemming the growing tide of violence engulfing Jews, hitting mostly Haredi Jews, in and around New York City.

The show of strength probably sent shivers through the spine of approximately no one.

These leaders were people who basically have no clue as to how to stop this scourge, but clearly feel the need to show that they care, they really do care.

Fair enough. It is important to get the backing and support of these people. Unfortunately, it will hardly make a dent in the psyche of the hating and vicious.

For this to happen, there has to be deterrence, and for deterrence to take hold there has to be a pervasive sense that these acts of hate will be met with responses. That there will be repercussions and consequences.

Arresting people and releasing them without bail the same day hardly falls into the category of repercussions or consequences.

The response must be a sense that actions will be met with reactions, as attacks occur or shortly thereafter.

In other words, there needs to be a grassroots response. There need to be active neighborhood patrols, citizen arrests, training in self defense, krav maga, and other martial arts, and above all, there needs to be a street presence of Jews, preferably Haredi Jews, who will not be afraid to be seen in the areas that have been most vulnerable to attack.

The Israel Defense Forces have forever buried the canard that Jews are not tough nor willing to fight. Haredi Jews need to embrace an ethos of self-protection, community protection, carrying whatever is legal for them to carry and making the authorities know that they will be actively present on the streets.

We have recently seen the public renaissance of the Guardian Angels, a group of stout- hearted volunteers whose mission is to deter street violence by their presence on the streets. These are great folks worthy of our support and respect.

But, as their intrepid leader Curtis Sliwa points out, there is not a Jew in the bunch. The Jews are outsourcing their own protection to others.

The story of Israel as a successful haven from attack is just the opposite. At the end of the day, we have had to rely on ourselves, first and last.

Self-reliance is both appropriate and powerful. It sends the message that this is important to us; so important, that we cannot entrust it to anyone else.

For some, my suggestion might conjure up visions of the Jewish Defense League, which combined a political agenda with self-defense. That is not needed here. There is no need to make Jew hatred into a political issue, because it should, it must be above politics,

Jew hatred is unacceptable, period. Whether it is directed towards a Haredi man or a secular freshman on a university campus, Jew hatred must be reviled.

One way to have it reviled is to counter Jew hatred with Jew protection, resulting in problems for Jew haters. This might mean carrying pepper spray, tasers (where legal) and good old-fashioned baseball bats.

Some might say, well you can’t be everywhere; and that is true. However, if the perception is that the Jewish community, and especially the insular, cohesive Haredi communities are protecting their streets, then there is also likely to be a growing sense that this protection might just happen to be where a Jew hater might find him or herself.

If our political authorities and Jewish establishment leaders are serious about actually stopping attacks on Jews, then they will sanction and fund neighborhood and community group protection squads. They will buy equipment, pay for self defense training and hire coordinators.

No one wants to live as if they are in a war zone. But war is typically thrust upon us and not sought. When it comes our way, there is no choice but to engage, with the hope that such engagement can turn the tide and carry the day.

If the pundits who say that many of the attacks are coming from deranged people are right, then a visible presence on streets and in vulnerable neighborhoods might register with such people. There might be great incentives for them to turn elsewhere, or better yet, nowhere, in order to actualize their delusions.

Israel’s success in dealing with random intifada stabbings and assaults is largely a function of vigilance and awareness on the part of the citizenry. It has not made Israelis meanspirited or insensitive. It has made them safer.

So too should it be in American Jewish communities. Vigilance and awareness are a mitzva – pekuach nefesh – saving a life, and do not represent any kind of compromise with Jewish morals and ideals.

Salvation for the Jews will come from somewhere, as Mordechai told Esther. In the case of vulnerable American Jewish communities, I believe that such salvation will come from the Jews themselves.

Douglas Altabef is the Chairman of the Board of Im Tirtzu, Israel’s largest grassroots Zionist organization, and a Director of the Israel Independence Fund. The views expressed here are his alone. He can be reached at dougaltabef@gmail.com.

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Are babies high on DMT? Why are they laughing! :D

I got a theory that new born babies are absolutely tripping on endogenous DMT.

What the fuck are they laughing at? 😆😂🤣 Why do babies laugh so hysterically and uncontrollably… at a few months old, before they can crawl, talk, comprehend anything… Their pissing themselves with laughter 😆😂🤣

That’s as close as I can get to describing Ayahausca!

Someone should look into it… Rick Strassman or someone… Why do babies laugh so much? What are they laughing at? Higher levels of DMT? Are they high or what? 😆😂🤣

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'I was sexually abused by a shaman at an ayahuasca retreat'

Yep… This issue was discussed at The World Ayahausca Conference. I had no idea it was happening, I’m lucky enough to have been recommended to professional and safe retreat centres (The Temple Of The Way Of Light and The Ayahausca Foundation)…

It is truly awful to think, women are spending money to travel to Peru, in an attempt to heal themselves of past sexual trauma (of which I suspect their is a lot in Western culture)… Putting themselves in a vulnerable position, putting their trust in someone who claims to be able to help them… … Only to be sexually assaulted again. 😢

I always recommend travelling with a friend, or a group of friends… doing your research into retreat centres… PAY THE EXTRA MONEY TO ATTEND A PROFESSIONAL AND SAFE RETREAT CENTER!

… and don’t automatically or thoughtlessly let your guard down, or be in a vulnerable position, unless you feel safe. (Not always easy with Ayahausca, in terms of the actual effects, and the culture around it)

Ayahausca is the most wonderful, profound and magical experience a human being can possibly enjoy… especially in a safe and loving environment, surrounded by truly loving and caring people.

The Temple Of The Way Of Light run female only retreats, female ‘shamans’, female facilitators, renound female psychiatrist…

Bastards not allowed! 😆

At the end of the day… sexual abuse happens with Western doctors and psychiatrists as well… men abusing their position of power and taking advantage of vulnerable women. 😔

By Simon Maybin and Josephine CasserlyBBC News, Peru

  •  16 January 2020

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Image captionRebekah was the only single woman at her ayahuasca retreat

The psychedelic powers of a traditional Amazonian plant medicine called ayahuasca are attracting more and more tourists. It’s said to bring spiritual enlightenment and to help with addiction, depression and trauma. But a string of allegations suggests there’s a darker side to the ayahuasca scene.

Warning: this article contains details of alleged sexual assaults

Rebekah first tried ayahuasca on a “complete whim” when she was travelling in Peru in 2015.

“I thought it sounded interesting and I thought I might as well give it a try,” says Rebekah, a New Zealander in her 20s who asked the BBC not to use her surname. “So I found a retreat centre that I felt was good and I just went for it and it was amazing.”

Ayahuasca can induce visions of things like serpents, palaces, and alien beings – and bring up long-forgotten memories. Like many who’ve drunk the brew, Rebekah has a wide-eyed distant look as she reminisces about the experience.

“It was like being guided very gently and very kindly through some really awful experiences that I’d had in the past,” Rebekah says. “And returning back home after that, I felt like my relationships were a lot stronger. I felt it was a lot easier to share and receive love.

“They do say that ayahuasca is like 20 years of psychotherapy. And I completely believe that.”

Ayahuasca and chakruna leaves being cooked ahead of a ceremony
Image captionAyahuasca and chakruna leaves being cooked ahead of a ceremony in Peru

Ayahuasca is usually taken in ceremonies at night, led by a healer – sometimes called a shaman. He or she will drink the sticky brown liquid – a brew of two Amazonian plants – then dole out helpings to the participants.

It’s been used by tribes in the Amazon region for centuries but now there’s a boom in what’s become known as “ayahuasca tourism”, with ever more specialist retreat centres opening. Travellers often come for help dealing with mental health problems – and a growing body of scientific research suggests ayahuasca could be an effective treatment.

About half an hour or so into a ceremony, the medicine takes its effect and the healer will start singing sacred chants, known as icaros , which guide the participants through their visions. Drinkers usually “purge” during ceremonies too, vomiting and sometimes getting diarrhoea as well.

When Rebekah went on her first ayahuasca retreat, she was the only single woman there and noticed that the male healer was paying her special attention.

“How he treated me was very different, which I didn’t find suspicious at the time. But upon reflection, now I do.”

A year later, by now a more experienced ayahuasca drinker, Rebekah returned to the same retreat in Peru. The same healer was leading the ceremonies.

Once again, she says, she was treated differently from everyone else. There was a lot of flattery. Then the healer began confiding in Rebekah.

“He constantly told me that he had a lot of troubles,” she says, “and he said he was having problems with his wife, that he wasn’t sexually fulfilled, and that I was the one who was able to cure him of that.”

Rebekah was 20 at the time; the healer in his 50s.

“He also promised me a lot of spiritual advancement or a lot of spiritual power, if we had a relationship – while his wife was down the road.”

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Find out more

  • Simon Maybin and Josephine Casserly’s documentary Ayahuasca: Fear and Healing in the Amazon on is broadcast on BBC Radio 4’s Crossing Continents on 16 January 2020 at 11:00
  • Or listen again on BBC Sounds
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Rebekah says the healer sexually abused her, coercing her into sexual acts.

“It’s disgusting,” she says. “Because he was a shaman, I thought he had moral superiority in a sense and I trusted him.”

After she was abused, Rebekah left the centre – and the country: “I booked a flight and got the hell out of there.”

She was left with a tangle of painful emotions: “Disgust, repulsion, betrayal – confusion, as well as to why a guide would do this, why a teacher would do this and why they would exploit their power like that.”

Rebekah’s alleged abuser is still the head shaman at his centre – which gets five-star ratings on review sites.

“He is still there,” Rebekah says, clearly deeply angered by the situation. Her hands are visibly shaking. “There are other centres that I know of as well that are still operating. There’ve been multiple women that have been sexually abused in these centres.”

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Experiences of sexual abuse seem to be widespread in this world. We’ve heard numerous allegations against numerous healers and read many testimonies of sexual abuse on online forums.

One name that comes up repeatedly is Guillermo Arévalo, a well-known healer who’s been honoured by the Peruvian Congress for his work on sustainable development.

“He came to Canada many times,” says a woman in her 40s whom we’re calling Anna.

“It was quite lucrative – big ceremonies. They’d fill up fast, people paying C$300 (£175) to come and sit with Guillermo. He had kind of a status. It was an honour to sit in ceremony with him.”

Ayahuasca ceremony in Colombia

Anna, who had long been interested in alternative medicine, hoped ayahuasca might help her deal with her addiction to heroin.

At first, she was impressed by Arévalo.

“Like a lot of people, you’re flabbergasted by the man’s presence and power and ability to lead the ceremony – it’s quite profound,” she says. “The chanting. He is a good healer.”

But a ceremony about seven years ago dramatically changed Anna’s opinion.

“It was completely pitch black, the room had no windows. There were a lot of people.

“I was under the effects of the medicine. When you’re under the effects there’s lots of different sounds. People are crying, verbalising things that make no sense at all, purging or moaning.

“Even if I had been able to say something, nobody would respond.”

Ayahuasca ceremony

Anna was having a difficult time. She recalls lying down, moaning and groaning. “Guillermo came and he sat with me and at first it was a sense of relief because I think I’m going to get some help,” she says.

“He started to chant to me and put his hands on my stomach over my clothing which is normal. And then he put his hands down my pants. And there’s this sense of feeling frozen. I lay there in fear and then he put his hands up my shirt and felt around my breasts.”

She remembers thinking: “‘What the heck was that all about?’ Just a sense of disbelief and confusion.”

It’s taken six years for Anna to feel able to speak out about what happened to her.

“Women are conditioned to accept this behaviour. For myself, coming from a history of addiction – and I’ve had abusive relationships with men that I’ve tolerated in my life – and a history of childhood sexual abuse, there’s a sense of familiarity there, of normalcy.

“And also this weird co-dependent relationship for me where the medicine was helping me so I didn’t want to speak up because I was afraid I would be ostracised from the community and then I would be kind of cut off from the medicine.”

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Risks and benefits?

While preliminary scientific studies have suggested that ayahuasca could have therapeutic benefits, it contains DMT, which is illegal in the UK, and there are potential risks.

A 2015 report found six volunteers with depression showed a decrease in symptoms after taking it. A separate study two years later indicated that it held promise as a treatment for eating disorders. Psychologists have also speculated that it could help those with PTSD.

The Foreign and Commonwealth Office warns that some people have “suffered serious illnesses and in some cases death” after taking part in ayahuasca ceremonies. It points out that retreats are typically some distance from populated areas and that while some have basic medical facilities, others do not.

Could ayahuasca have health benefits?

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Around the same time, a group calling themselves Ayahuasca Community Awareness Canada – which included senior academics – put their names to a letter about Arévalo’s behaviour and circulated it within the ayahuasca scene. The letter-writers say they took action because of the number of complaints made against the healer, citing reports of non-consensual or inappropriate sexual behaviour.

When further named signatories were added to the letter in 2015 and it was made public, Arévalo stopped visiting Canada to lead ayahuasca ceremonies.

But when we track him down it seems he’s been active all around the world in the intervening years and is now based at a retreat centre in Peru. The place used to be called Anaconda but when we’re there has its first group of foreign guests under a new name, Bena Shinan.

They’re milling around in a dining room behind us when we put the allegations of sexual abuse to Arévalo, a slight 71-year-old with silver hair and gold teeth.

Guillermo Arévalo
Image captionGuillermo Arévalo in 2004

“I don’t accept the allegations because they’re not true,” he says firmly. “Because sometimes people just imagine these things.”

He says he’s heard about the letter by members of the Canadian ayahuasca community, but has never read it.

“It doesn’t interest me because the allegations aren’t true,” he says. “It doesn’t bother me because I don’t think an allegation’s going to kill me.”

The claims against him, he says, are “the imaginings of the unwell person”.

“When you touch someone who’s been abused or raped, they think you’re the same. That’s what happens. That’s how I make sense of it.”

When we put Anna’s specific allegation to him, he says he doesn’t remember ever touching a patient during a ceremony in Canada, saying she too must have imagined it.

“What else is he going to do other than just lie and deny it,” Anna responds. “Otherwise he would have to step up and take responsibility and be accountable for the way he has acted.”

What about his claim that she just imagined the sexual assault?

“It sounds like gaslighting to me, really,” she says. “That’s what it feels like.”

Although Arévalo denies having sexually abused anyone, he does admit that healers working under him have had sex with “unwell people”.

He says he no longer works with those healers, but that in some cases it was the patients who initiated the relationships.

“Western women, when they come, they’re also seeking out healers,” he says.

Ayahuasca on sale at Belén Market in Iquitos, Peru
Image captionAyahuasca on sale at Belén Market in Iquitos, Peru

Anna’s experience with ayahuasca and abuse doesn’t end with Guillermo Arévalo. Despite her experiences with him, she didn’t want to give up the benefits she received from the brew and continued taking it under the guidance of other healers.

She says that in 2014 she was raped in ayahuasca ceremonies in Peru by a healer who is a member of Arévalo’s extended family.

She says again she “just froze” and “let him do whatever he wanted to me”.

“I think he probably raped me four or five times and I noticed he was doing it to other people.”

Afterwards, Anna says she was in shock. She doesn’t remember much about that period of her life.

“I started to develop symptoms of psychosis and ended up relapsing and becoming addicted to fentanyl and overdosed and almost died. I think I really blamed myself for a long time – why I couldn’t say no, why I couldn’t move, why I let him do those things. Those were the things that were going through my mind.”

We’ve spoken to another guest who was at the same retreat as Anna, who says the healer was later sacked from the centre, because of allegations made by other clients. We’re not naming him because, despite our best efforts, we haven’t been able to reach him to give him the chance to respond to the allegations.

Emily Sinclair, a British doctoral student researching ayahuasca, is part of a group trying to raise awareness about the problem of sexual abuse in the ayahuasca world.

Working with the Chacruna Institute, an organisation set up to share research on plant medicines and psychedelics, Sinclair has written the Ayahuasca Community Guide for the Awareness of Sexual Abuse.

The guidelines highlight typical scenarios in which abuse happens. They also encourage people to drink with trusted companions and to research retreats by checking out review websites before they visit.

Sinclair has been distributing the little green booklet to cafes, tourism offices and ayahuasca centres in the Iquitos area of Peru, known as the hub of ayahuasca tourism.

Emily Sinclair

“A lot of abuse we’ve found occurs in the context of individual healings where a woman might be asked to remove her clothes unnecessarily,” she says. “And when she’s in this unfamiliar context, she doesn’t know if that’s normal or not.”

Sinclair points out that it’s not just indigenous healers abusing Westerners. “Abuse happens across cultures and within them,” she says.

“But one of the big problems is that a lot of people who come here romanticise shamans. So we put them on a pedestal. And it’s very easy for that image to be taken advantage of.

“There’s also assumptions that some of the people here may have about Western women and culture.”

Some of the red flags Sinclair warns people to watch out for echo Rebekah’s experience.

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“If he’s overly touchy with you, he tells you his wife doesn’t mind him having sex with other women, he encourages pacts of silence and secrecy between you, he says he wants to teach you ‘love magic’. This kind of thing. And also that having sex with them will increase their power and energy. These are all things that have been reported to us as being said to women in this context.”

Those affected by sexual abuse understandably find it difficult to talk about openly. On top of that, there’s a strong sense within the ayahuasca world that any kind of negative publicity could result in government intervention, which creates an additional pressure to stay silent.

But Rebekah and Anna are speaking out because they hope it will prevent other women being abused.

“I think the only thing we can do is just speak out about it and talk about it,” Rebekah says, “make sure people know that it’s happening.”

Rebekah says that after she was abused there’s been “a lot of sadness and a lot of therapy”.

It’s been hard work for her to trust a healer again, but now she’s back in Peru, taking ayahuasca and researching her master’s thesis on indigenous medicine.

“Regardless of everything that happened, obviously ayahuasca’s great,” Rebekah laughs, “because I keep going back to it.”